Selamat Bulan Puasa~~

Assalamuaalaikum......

Sekarang kita berada di bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarakh,alhamdulillah kita masih berkesempatan menjalani rukun islam yang ke-3.
Dan sekarang da masuk puasa yang ke-4 hehehe...cepat juga,pejam celik pejam celik da sebulan.
Persediaan raya ku da cukup semua,takla suda aku mahu peningkan kepala ku klu lari bajet.hhehehhe.....

Tahun ni aku akan beraya sendiri lagi tanpa insan istimewa d sisi ku, tp aku redha, ini la ketentuan bagiku aku percaya semua ini ada hikmahnya,aku tabah sebab itu la aku di duga,kerana aku tahu Allah takkan menduga hambanya yang lemah dan tak berdaya.
Di mana pun "dia" berada sekarang aku doakan dia semoga "dia" juga mendapat kesihatan untuk menjalani ibadah puasa ni. Dan aku berdoa semoga dia sihat selalu,walaupun d hati ni mahu menjerit mengatakan betapa hati ni rindu pada "dia",tp sebenarnya itu semua adalah mustahil bagi ku lagi.
Aku takkan berpaling tadah untuk kembali padanya.Memang sakit dalam hati, tapi aku jugak tidak nafikan yang sebenarnya ada kebaikan dan keburukkan perpisahan ni.
hmmmm.....cerita sedey laik aku ni hheeh...

d bl0g aku sndr sak aku berani meluah klu d facebook mampus la aku d ketawakan jadik minah jiwang hehhehe.....
k la smpi sni luk update ku tuk arini.....


-Wassalam-

TeruS PandanG ke Hadapan (^_^)

Macam sesuai sak pic ni dgn tajuk aku hehheh

Assalamuaalaikum WBT....,

wahhh rajin sua ni mengupdate bl0g....heheh teda kerja kan ini la kali masa yg sesuai kali....

Tak lama lagi bulan Ramadhan menjelang tiba....puasa p0n akan start la sua heheheh pejam celik pejam celik Syawal pula datang mengganti wahhh beraya lagi kita (^_*)

InsyaAllah sgala kerumitan dapat d atasi dgn baik dan semua bagi izin Allah....
Aku cuma insan biasa yg inginkan keselesaan hidup..bukan utk diri ku sndri tapi utk seisi keluarga...walaupun aku merasa sendiri kesusahan hidup ku tp aku yakin masih lagi ada yg lebih susah dari aku sekeluarga.Aku tetap bersyukur sebab Allah tetap memberikan rezeki kepada kami walaupun hidup kami seperti "kais pagi makan pagi.kais petang makan petang"
mmg sesuai sgtla peribahasa itu buat aku....tapi aku tetap bersyukur cukup makan cukup pakai.Semoga Allah tidak henti-henti memberikan rezeki kepada kami.

Umur ku kini makan mececah 22 tahun pada bulan september nanti..Jodoh mmg masih jauh lagi.hehehe ( tak laku mgkn muka ku ni ) hahahha.Pekerja masih lagi macam ini tak ada perubahan walaupun da banyak pengalaman d timba syukur juak la,cuma hal gaji yg selalu merunsing kan kepala ku. Aku berharap sangat dapat bekerja di bahagian goverment department,tp dgn kelulusan PMR dah semakin tidak laku. Mahu bersekolah semula otak dah "kering" hehehe lagi pun kalau aku sambung sekolah adik beradik yang lain jugak masih bersekolah,cuma aku yg bekerja menolong bapa ku.Kalau aku turut bersekolah siapa yg akan menanggung kehidupan kami?? Aku redha kalau ini ketentuan dari Ilahi....

Dengan itu,aku berdoa smoga Allah sentiasa memurah kan rezeki buat kami sekeluarga...
cukup la utk menyara kehidupan kami...
Lindungi la aku dan keluarga ku dan berikan la kami kesihatan yg baik bagi meneruskan hidup utk terus mencari sesuap nasi.

Sampai sini sahaja la coretan aku kali ini.
"teruz pandang ke hadapan"
cukup peringatan buat diri ku sendiri.



=wassalam=

Assalamuaalaikum....to my page....well it's very l0ng long time didn't view my page...so busy with my work...and sometimes forgot my password..heheeh ^_^.....
My life also not change anything...still same..my life have some complicated circumstance....my life,my love,my work all about myself nothing make me feel great.....now my life so simple...just work more harder.
Even my love story come to an end...but i still stand on my foots...take challenge of the world to continue my life..even one time i'm feel broken heart, but Allah always with me..thats the reason why i become a strong girl...insyaAllah.

I came from a small family..just between my parents and another siblings.I live around them,my parents getting old,and my siblings need to school knowlegde...and i'm the one who they need if someday my parents leave us early(i'm not praying both of my parents "go" early).

I have eldest brother but also still study at UUM...take cost about IT...only me and father working..mom always said that she get the job to helping me..but to let her work,i'll sacrifite myself to work at night...just never get a chance.

My life little poor...but still maintain cause i'm still working...just the problem is my work place always having a problem....i'm working here for very long time around 4 years...but my income really make me sad...i know my education not higher,but taking of 4 years be a loyalt over this c0mpany really make me sad...some month i didn't get my pocket money...i dont mind about that but i mind cause i working to raise my family,look life my big bos not concern althought they actually know about my life.I already make an decision to change my work when i real ready to trought my life at another country mybe..

Allah i pray for you to protect me from all wrong road..bring me always be with you even i know who i am to put myself beside you.But You the one who can always bring me to a good life...

Wassalam....

Aku Yang Baru......^_*

kini aku mnjalani hidup aku dgn memulakan satu perwatakan yg baruaku ingin kembali pada hidup aku sblm bertemu dgnnya satu ketika dulu.Bukan aku seorang hipokrit menjadikan image baru ku di sebabkan aku sudah pun berpisah dgnnya.Tp bagiku ini adalah satu permulaan yang baik buat diriku sendiri.Walaupun ada kala nya hatiku terusik merinduinya,aku cuba hapuskan dan syukur alhamdullialah aku dapat mengatasi semua itu dgn menyibukkan diri ku pada keluarga sahabat dan pekerjaanku.

Semoga Allah memberkati hidup aku. Dan semoga dia juga dapat melupakan aku dgn hadirnya seorang isteri buat dirinya. Dan takkan menggangu aku lagi di saat aku mencipta bahagia buat diriku sendiri.

Adakala nya aku takut utk bercinta lg, serik di perlakukan seperti sampah, cinta tak di hargai.
Tapi jauh d sudut hati kecil ku masih ada perasaan kasih utknya dan sukar utk ku pertikaikan apa ada dalam hatiku sendiri, bila ini terdetik aku segera berpijak bumi yang nyata.....
Sampai saat ini aku masih bepegang pada madah cinta "mencintai bukan bererti harus memiliki"

Dan kesudahannya ini jalan yang aku pilih utk menjalani hidup aku tanpa seorang lelaki,bukan aku benci pada smua lelaki hanya d kecewa kan oleh kekasih. aku masih sedia berkawan dgn lelaki mahupun perempuan,cuma bila ianya melibatkan perasaan aku takkan kembali utk melalui saat indah permulaan bercinta. serik itula ungkapan bila kata cinta mula menguasai hatiku.

sekian saja untuk aku huraikan hidup ku untuk kali ini.....
Assalamuaalikum........................(28/10/2009)

hidupku

20/07/2009
berakhirnya hubungan aku dgn dia hanya kerana rasa cemburunya menguasai diri nya sendiri...
aku suda penat utk myakinkan dirinya bahawa aku jujur dlm cinta yg kmi bina slama 8 tahun
tapi diri nya masih jugak tak pernah yakin terhadap diriku
terlalu teruk ka aku?????
smua aktiviti ku aku laporkan pada nya supaya tidak menimbulkan salah paham....
tp cemburu menguasai pemikiran nya utk berfikir bukan2
aku letih...aku penat....bila aku minta dia berfikir matang...dia menyuruh aku mencari lelaki
lain utk di jadikan penggantinya....kalau la aku bgtu tak la aku setia pada dia.....
bila aku trima kata putus darinya...sgala cemuhan yg aku terima darinya.....
selama ni aku cukup sabar..


sekarang suda masuk seminggu hubungan ini musnah....
tp dia mac datang dan berusaha mendapatkan aku semula.....
aku tak mahu pisang berbuah 2x.....
cukupla penderitaan yg aku alami selama bersamanya....kini aku takut utk bercinta lagi...
bgi ku biarla aku hidup bgni....bukan mgaku kalah..
tp serik.....kalau Allah s.w.t sudah menetapkan jodohku pada yang lain...aku nantikan saja...tp
aku lebih rela hidup sendiri tanpa terkongkong..dan mengongkong....
sekarang aku telah merdekakan diriku hatiku jiwaku utk d takluki @ d jajahi oleh insan yg bernama lelaki.......

semoga hidupku terus aman.......tanpa cinta.......(*_*)

my memori

ni adalah kenangan semasa papaku balik bercuti utk beberapa hari untuk aku luangkan masa bersama dgnny...heheheheh
pic ni d ambil berlokasi EASTERN PLAZA..N KFC hehhe
i enjoy myself w him...most unforgetten moment la....yay!

biography of DECLAN JOHN GALBRAITH

Declan Galbraith and his family live in England, in the small town of Hoo, near Rochester, Kent. His father, Alec, is of Scottish descent, while his mother Siobhan comes from a large Irish family. She is a twin and one of 14 children in her family. Declan's grandfather whom he affectionately called ‚Poppy Ben' sang in a band and played several instruments and often took Declan along to the 'Fleadhs' (concerts) he was playing in.

"I would sit there for hours watching Poppy Ben and the musicians, and listening to their music", says Declan. The explosive mix of Scottish and Irish musical traditions inspired Declan and became his early musical influence. He remembers himself already singing at the age of two. He adds, "These are some of my very first memories in life – always singing."
His talent was publicly acknowledged for the first time when at just 7 years old he insisted on performing spontaneously at the annual Rochester Dickens Festival, a two-day extravaganza where people were invited to dress up in Victorian costumes to celebrate the life and times of the famous author Charles Dickens and his links with their town. Little Declan, dressed up as a chimney sweep, started singing and the crowd went wild. Soon after this he started to enter local talent contests and within a year he had won 15 titles and more than £1,000.00. He wisely put most of it into a savings account, but he did spend some of it on computer games, a basketball and a brand new football.

Now, some five years later, Declan has made music and singing his full-time career. Siobhan Galbraith: "As parents, it has always been the biggest concern to ensure that irrespective of his talent and success, Declan would not lose touch with the real world, and to remain a normal young man. We know he has an extraordinary talent and he has set himself a very high goal."

As a result of his success in the talent shows, the major recording companies soon heard about Declan and he was signed to his first recording contract in England. His first recording was 'Walking in the Air', which was released on a special Christmas Hits album, also featuring Westlife, Elton John and Elvis Presley. Declan loves to sing to live audiences and among some of his most memorable performances are, the Queen's Jubilee at St Paul's Cathedral, when he sang 'Amazing Grace' accompanied by the St Paul's Choir and an unforgettable experience when singing in front of more than 22,000 people at an Elton John concert.

Declan says:"So far I have been able to realize my dream of making music and singing. I am now playing guitar and the piano and have also started to write my own songs, which hopefully I will record on future albums. One day I would also like to develop other skills and perhaps do some acting as well."

Declan is determined to keep his feet firmly on the ground and knows that it is important to keep up with all of his schoolwork and education. He finds time to practice his music every day.

His first album with Irish traditional songs and some specially written material became a big success and charted in the U.K. and Ireland. Another big success came during a nationwide tour of Young Voices concerts when breaking the Guinness World Record. It was at the Odyssey Arena, Belfast in December 2002 when he sang live with some 10,000 children and was also simultaneously linked, by radio and satellite, with more than 80,000 children in their schools all over the UK, who accompanied him in achieving the world's largest choral sing.

Of his new album Declan says:"I like to record songs that are meaningful to me and the audience. I have recorded many different types of songs, such as "Tears in Heaven", "Love of my Life", "Nights In White Satin" and "An Angel", songs that demand vocal performance and interpretation. I love that kind of music "

Declan's extraordinary talent and reputation came to the attention of media mogul Haim Saban and his music President, Ron Kenan, who signed Declan to Saban Music Group's new record label. They have chosen Germany to be the very first territory in the world to launch their first produced album, via the Starwatch Music label. Declan has interpreted an impressive list of great songs in his own unique style. „This album is a collection of some of my favourite classic songs. My greatest thanks go to the amazing songwriters who were responsible for these wonderful works of art and to the original artists who provided their everlasting stamp. I feel privileged to have been given the opportunity of presenting my own personal interpretation." He adds, "My greatest wish is simply to make music that people enjoy."

Love of my Life...you and me